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Post by xtobelovedx on Sun Nov 08, 2009 11:34 am

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Re: Diary Thread

Post by SunsetRainbow on Sun Nov 08, 2009 1:25 pm

Dear
Diary,





ilovethisthread!
It's great to rant my problems on here without anyone thinking you're
a whiny bitch.





Speaking
of which, my dad's doing exactly that. BLAHBLAHBLAH. Shut.Up.


I
am going to scream.





Right
now, the guy I've been in love with for so long has just gone and
broken my heart. I actually can feel it physically breaking. It's
broken sharply in two. It hurts, it hurts so much. I want to hug him,
I want to be with me forever. But now he broke me in two.





And
he's amazing. SO SO AMAZING. And I've ruined everything.






I
can't wait till I'm 18 <3
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Re: Diary Thread

Post by SunsetRainbow on Mon Nov 09, 2009 6:23 am

Dear Diaryyyy

[this is more of a happy entryyyy]

And I'm WRITING IN IT AGAIN!

My friends are ah-ma-zing. [Oh gosh I sound american xD]

I loveloveloveLOVE them.

That entry above makes me sad. Like...since WHEN did I rely on him loving me to make me breathe? He hates me. He lost trust in me.

Why??

Hmmm lets see. Coz I whined?

Yeah. I think I have a REASON to. Course I still love that complete idiot. [Ohmygod Sarah called him an idiot??]

Yes. I SO DID. Cause that's what he is. An utter moron.

And I did feel worthless but after talking to my brain twin, I realised that I AM WORTH IT.

Why can't I whine? Don't come online for 20 mins and then log off!! You were NEVER THERE for me. EVER.

It was my ex crush who had been there for me at expo. It was my close ones who helped me. It was my second family that have helped me SO SO MUCH. You WERE part of my second fam but not anymore. NO NO not anymore.

He wants to be friends? BULL-SHIT. He was so cold to me, NOTHING like before we went out. So youknow what? Like my brain twin says - YOUR.LOSS.

[Sarah you're whining and ranting again....0_0 too much caps... ]

IDFC! =D

Yeah still in love with him but no way am I ever going to be with him now. I always said I'll wait for him, wait 2 frigging years if I have to. Noooooo more.

I'm going to find someone who DOESN'T lose my trust, is there for me always and NO MORE LONG DISTANCE. NEVER. EVER.

You never helped me once. I talked to you yeah, but no. And I admit - you changed me. You broke me in two. But from this, I can only become stronger. You mother fucking heart breaker, you might have ruined me but you only made me become stronger.

[And this is childish but...

What friends have you got? Not many I imagine. One best friend and some online. I have FRIENDS in Australia who love me for who I am. I have friends outside skl and in skl as well.

And if you can't deal with me not trusting you because you were an utter shithead...then idkk what's wrong with you.

Note: He won't read this, I'm just ranting this out because I'm in the mood to do it. I'm happy =))

I'd rather be mad than sad.

You were as bad as that 'ex' who suddenly stopped liking me after 4 days.

So yeah.
If his best friend ever sees this...I am SO screwed. Ahaha xD Oh well.

Bye guys! <3
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Re: Diary Thread

Post by xtobelovedx on Sat Nov 14, 2009 10:24 am

Blah. I wrote this in my blog, and it seemed oddly poetic. =/
Directed at multiple people.

You know what?
Maybe I don’t want to hear what you have to say.
Maybe I don’t want to help you solve every tiny problem you think you have.
Maybe I don’t want to hear about your latest thing, and how it’s tearing you up inside.
Maybe I think your problems are stupid.
Maybe I think you need to get over yourself.

And maybe, just maybe, if you listened to me, at least pretended you cared, tried to be a friend to me, the above wouldn’t be true. But you don’t. You don’t even pretend. And I’m sick of it.

No one cares.
No one.

But don't worry.
Because I’ll continue to be the perfect friend everyone expects me to be.

There’s this thing called gratitude.
Another called appreciation.
But you wouldn’t know anything about that.

And no matter how little you care about me.
And how you’re never there for me.
I will, as I always have, continue to care and be there for you.
For as long as you can tolerate me.

Which might not be that long, anyway.

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Re: Diary Thread

Post by SunsetRainbow on Sun Nov 15, 2009 2:30 pm

Dear
Diary,




I was
having the best day. Talked to Nathan [ilovehimalotalot] and I miss
him like billionssssss. And I talked to Chris who I also miss
trillions <3

Wish
they could come to my partyyyy =/

Anywayz.
This shit has happened. I didn't even fall out with Wout at all,
which was awesome Very Happy

BUT.

He.Is.A.Moron.

I
HATEHATEHATE WE ALWAYS ARGUEEEEE

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
D: D:

Fml
majorly for that. Whyyy urgh =/ I think I've lost him. Which I hatee
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