I wrote a whole rant. And I couldn't post it.
Once again, I can't tell my feelings.
I was so close to just telling someone.
Telling...well, anyone who looked. =/

Once again, I'm left to keep everything inside until I'm about to break.
I've been about to break for a long time.
I wonder when I really will. Completely lose it.

Everyone notices, no one cares.

I need something else.
Would someone please just give me,
Hit me, knock me out,
And let me go back to sleep.
I can laugh all I want.
Inside I still am empty.
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...

I'll be just fine,
Pretending I'm not.
I'm far from lonely,
And it's all that I've got.