by SunsetRainbow Fri Dec 04, 2009 4:33 am
OKAY.
This isn't EVEN FUNNY how complicated the situation is RIGHT NOW.
IDK what to do.
This is the summary of a really complicated situation.
I like a guy called Jonny. He's 17 now, in stanmore college and I met him at expo. He's also SHORTER than me. Oh yeah and he has a gf.
His gf is called Taylor, she is apparently the shyest girl in the planet and superrrr clingy. Yeah, she wouldn't even let him go to his own birthday, and even when I invited both of them [Idk her] she wouldn't come anyway. Jeeez.
I pretty much hate her [well strongly dislike her] coz not only am I super jealous of her, she sucks. XD
Oh and he cheated on her once and he hates himself for that.
I guess you guys know about one minute I hated him, one minute I didn't. He was an utter dick to me a few days ago coz he said he didn't like me but he said it like 'I don't like you, are you bloody happy now. Sorry I'm just really angry at something, can you please leave me alone'.
Yeah.
Uhhh YESTERDAY. He said he does have a crush on me, has ever since expo. That's freaked me out coz I liked gideon at the time so I was like WHAAAAAAAT.
Anywayyyyy it's not a simple a week crush. It's not a simple 2 wk crush, even a month crush.
It's serious this time. It was like stuck talking to him via facebook chat for 2 hours. And even when I left the computer, I couldn't breathe because the feeling was so SO strong. It terrified me. And the weird thing was, I couldn't really give a shit about his height and I ALWAYS do. :P
Uh yeah. Opinions of other people are scaring me.
My friend Rosie at school - she thinks he's a player, and I should stay away from him.
My friend PJ [guy]. He's been friends with Jonny for quite a long time. He liked Jonny [and still does a bit] but Jonny told him he liked him back and then went out with someone else, leaving PJ crushed. So PJ thinks Jonny's a dickhead even though they're still friends.
SO IDK WHAT TO DO.
And I really like him. And aaaa so confusing. HELP PLEASE.