Because I wasn't already filled with enough.
[Angry at myself, my friends, my family, and pretty much anyone who fucking breathes.]
These facades are growing old.
For a second, I really believed.
How stupid of me. I should have known.
And how stupid I feel for wanting to freaking cry over it.
Maybe because I got my hopes up, just for a second.
And then crash, as usual.
My life is pathetic. And me? I am SO very pathetic.
I want to scream until someone finally hears.
Finally listens.
No one cares. No one listens.
Screaming words that you fake hearing.
Mon Dec 14, 2009 11:04 am by Yanjin