Well I haven't made a blog on here in a while so I might as well write a short bit out of boredom.

I've been writing a lot lately...
Poems, I mean, not just random rants like I usually do [although they are increasing as well.]

I'm not sure how to feel about it cuz I actually don't think my poems are shit.
They are actually okay. ._. I'd show them to someone but I know I'd just be disappointed, because they wouldn't understand what I was trying to say through them.
And it's the deepest look into my true feelings anyone will ever get. And I just really don't want to be disappointed about that.

But poetry generally comes from negative feelings, and I don't really want to be filled with these feelings.

I always hold back my feelings and I can't help it.
Sometimes I want to scream.
Well...usually.
*sigh* Ohwell.